It's quite frustrating when there are certain things in life you can't simply reach in an instant or that you can have it in just a split second. I am talking about dreams and aspirations. You may have to keep thinking about it in the beginning, then wish it were within close range and then work hard and work some more to finally get it. My own frustration at the moment can't even be put to words. I don't know how to even put it into thoughts. I needed to light my own path as no one will ever do it for me. No one will understand and I refuse to make anybody to understand me. Oh well, I am such a dreamer and forever will be.
